The Truth Behind That Kiss Tuesday - March 25, 2008

Dear All,

Today… I heard the most ridiculous makeover of Michael Jackson’s Beat It. By some Fallout Boy or something like that. Oh my GOD the song was mangled O.o then again I’m super severely biased; I’m a huge fan of MJ’s early-days-songs.

Feature…

That’s right, I’m so busy I’ve no time to talk about all the stuff I’ve been doing.. which is a bit ironic la.

I did write another song.

The Truth Behind That Kiss

Gotcha there, didn’t I?
Told you I would
Someday

Didn’t think it’d be quite so easy
At the very least I thought
That you wouldn’t believe me
You were halfway out the door
Well I couldn’t just stand and hope
That you’d come back for more

Did you really think it wasn’t nothin’
Did you really think my feet went stumblin’
When I stuttered and tripped and wondered and flipped
And my heart just lost its way

There’s never been anything like this
Not a thing you didn’t miss (no)
But the one truth that you couldn’t see
Was the truth behind that kiss
Boy I could show you more than this
Love and joy and such pure bliss
You could have it all you know
If you only didn’t miss
The truth behind that kiss

You should know the only reason
I keep it bottled up inside
Is because sweetie of a boy called you
Or I’d have nothing to hide

My heart’s been stumblin all this while
Trying to find a reason to smile
And I dug and I searched and I cried til it hurt
Now I found it…
You think I’ll let you out that door?

 There’s never been anything like this
Not a thing you didn’t miss (no)
But the one truth that you couldn’t see
Was the truth behind that kiss
Boy I could show you more than this
Love and joy and such pure bliss
You could have it all you know
If you only didn’t miss
The truth behind that kiss

Close your eyes and imagine baby
My arms  round your stomach and my tears on your back
And I promise if you still gonna leave
I won’t cry no more, not any more..

 You’ll never find another one like this.
At least you know it’s not somethin you missed
And maybe you saw, after all
The truth behind that kiss

 

I find that now that I can play and identify more chords on the guitar, it’s a lot easier to make up a melody. XD and I learned a couple different strumming techniques. Hmmm…

Ah well.

Mwehx,
ThEditor

GitchiGitchiGoo! Monday - March 24, 2008

Dear All

Today… I had a particularly rotten day, but I’m so de-motivated and down now that I really don’t even feel like ranting about it. That’s the problem with me… when I’m stressed/depressed, I get lazy. Some people binge, some people cry, some kill themselves. I just become a couch potato.

Lately I’ve been hooked on this song I heard while watching Phineas and Ferb (my at-present-favouritest-cartoon). You may have heard of it. It’s called Gitchi-Gitchi-Goo (I Love You) by Phineas and the Ferb-Tones. it’s a 40 second miracle. I LOVE it. MUST LISTEN. GO TO YOUTUBE AND DOWNLOAD!! NOWNOWNOW! And watch the cartoon too, Saturdays and Sundays on the Disney Channel, at 2:30. It rox !!! =D

The lyrics go like this:

Bow Chika Bow Wow
That’s when my baby says
Now now now
And my heart starts pumpin’
Shika Shika Boo Wow
I’m never gonna stop
Gitchi-Gitchi-Goo means-a I love YOU!

I’m in love alright! XD

So at the dinner table my sis and I were singing this song nonstop. By brother’s pretty sick of it now, though. So he jabbed me in the side after the first line.

Me: What was THAT for?
Cal: Stop it.
*much tickling ensues*
Me: (Out-of-breath).. fine.. fine.. I’ll take it back. *pause* wow wob akihc wob..
Cal: *after a full second* –> *ROFL**WHACK**WHACK**WHACK**WHACK**WHACK*
Me: OW OW OW OW OW OW OW!!!

literally XD

a bit lame la, but well. That’s a pretty average day at home. (:

I’m going to go study now and hope tomorrow will be better.

Love,
ThEditor.

holiday(?) i wish. Wednesday - March 19, 2008

Dear All,

wahhhhhh i’m so sad today.

I yelled at someone I love because of what someone I love(d) did.

It sounds so unfair… but in the heat of the moment, all I could think about was, ‘why me?’…

Well, if I’m not appreciated, I guess I should move on, right?

But there’s one thing that makes all these words and pep talks meaningless…

…I’m MAD about the bastard.

Examla,
ThEditor.

 

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Leeeeeeeeet the sun shiiiiiiiiiiiiiine Tuesday - March 18, 2008

Dear All,

Today… All that good stuff I’ve been hankering for finally came!! =D I don’t know why my weekend was so miserable but it’s tons better now

Firstly, I have to say thanks to Aman for telling me about special packs for Final Fantasy Crisis Core PSP If he hadn’t, I wouldn’t have googled it, and wouldn’t have found the special offer they’re giving for it on Amazon.com.. By the way, Aman, about that limited ed item, no guarantee it will come since it’s on a first come first serve basis T_T but you will get the game at the price I told you

And ALSO thanks to Aman, I am also getting my Harvest Moon Cute for DS, my Phoenix Wright Trials and Tribulations (the one lost in Japan T_T ) and its sequel, Apollo Justice (DS) , and hopefully PERSONA 3 FES (DIRECTOR’S CUT) VERSION!!!

I know I mentioned all this in my previous posts, but Uncle A only confirmed he could get them for me today. I’m so happeee~*

I also went to the Curve with Jin to get some books and games and spend some money. He drove!! yeap yeap ^^ And he was more of a gentleman today than usual.. (although I’m sure if he’s reading this, he’ll be all ‘huh?’ with no idea what I’m talking about =.= Get a girlfriend, dammit.

Nothing bad happened on the way to and from school today. I count that as a blessing.

And someone (won’t say who though) said I looked thinner and taller today!! =D not that I’m not happy with myself, but still…. *puffs up with pride*

I’m gonna go now. Got a new VCD I can listen to while I sleep. Don’t ask.. it’s kind of embarrassing… :@

(:@ <- MSN emoticon for ‘embarrassed’)

Night allz,
ThEditor.

PS: While Lady Luck’s still around, can I have a Tama V5?? XDXD

in the words of Green Day – DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA!!!

 

Your hands and mine. Monday - March 17, 2008

Dear All,

Today… The source of the recurring blackouts? … My brother’s air conditioning unit.

We found out like this…

Another blackout happened around 4 o clock. We talked about it over dinner.  My sister and I thought it might be the desktop computer, since the blackouts only started happening since we got it back from the shop to be reformatted. Suddenly my brother pipes in and says, “I think it might be the air-cond. I was like, it’s so hot in here, and I turned the air-cond on, and the power went out just like that.” Then my sister chips in, “Maybe it’s both?” So we decide to test our little theory after dinner. I finish first, so I go upstairs to watch Simpsons in my room. My sister follows soon after. About twenty minutes later, my brother opens the door, glances at me, my sister, and the television with Homer Simpson on it (in that order) and laughs. “LOL. I turned my air-cond on and the Simpsons is still *BZZT, PIWWWWWWW*… on.” *smacks head*

The bzzt thingy is the sound we keep hearing when the blackouts happen. How the heck do people romanize these things?

Today we took a couple of flashy vids for our class grad video. Deadline is March 28th… eep >.< I hope we’ll finish a decent video by then. I think we’ll be able to, though.

Tomorrow… Is coming sooner than I’d like But I did find some cool games on Amazon dot com that I asked my mom’s friend in US to see if he could help me get ^o^

Among them areeeeeee:

The ORIGINAL Persona 3 FES in English (the NA version is supposed to come with a limited ed artbook and soundtrack)

 

 

 

FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE + LIMITED EDITION SHIN-RA METAL UMD CASING!!!

omigod.  I could die.

 

HARVEST MOON CUTE (For girls) DS!!!

I’m in lurve,
ThEditor.

There are so many things that could make me happy, but I guess
the point of not having good things happen all the time
is so I won’t take them for granted.

Blackouts Saturday - March 15, 2008

Dear All,

I was awakened early this morning with a torchlight shining on my face, and I feared the worst. Then I heard my dad and mom’s voices and, feeling relieved, tried to drift back to sleep. An eerie silence filled the air for about 2 minutes after the voices died down, and it took me a while to register that the air-conditioning and air filter were off, and so was my nightlight.

That was the first of about 4blackouts we’ve had today. Daddy’s all pissed because he can’t find the source. I don’t blame him, i suppose… I’d be grumpy too if i had to galomp up and down the stairs looking for a tripped wire.

I wonder if my teachers will believe that that was the reason I couldn’t finish my homework.

I’m using my laptop.

Bzzzt,
ThEditor.

Tamaaaa. T_T
Shakugan no Shanaaaaaaa T_T

Tsktsk. Saturday - March 15, 2008

Dear All,

I feel less and less like talking each day. This is boring. I just need some excitement in my life.

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Ter-curi-ed from Aman

1.) What was your dream when you were in your childhood?

Meet this super handsome guy who will save me and fall in love with me and live happily ever after

2.) Rainy days or sunny days? Why?

Rainy days is when all the great stuff happened to me…

3.) Would you date a hermaphrodite, if “he”/”she” was perfect in every other way?

I kind of doubt it, but who knows… love is blind… in every sense of the word

4.) Who would you marry?

That one special person who makes me wish I could bring out the sun and makes me feel like I could capture the moon..

5.) Where is the place you would like to go most? Why?

London… dream to be accomplished soon, i hope!

6.) Who are you most afraid of losing?

At the moment?.. This one guy the stupid little girl in me can’t forget.

7.) When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?

Keep to myself and be very quiet about it. People usually are smart enough to leave me alone when I’m emo, at least til I’m over it.
8.) What was the best thing you’ve learned in 2007?

That certain people respect me and think I’m great? Does that count?

9.) What was the worst thing you’ve learned in 2007?

True love hurts.

10.) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to her? Or just keep the secret in the heart, observing by yourself?

It depends… most likely the 2nd one, for a while…

11.) Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?

Not dumping him earlier, before people could talk behind my back. What makes it even shittier is that now, they still do..

12.) What are the requirements that you wish for your another half?

Video gamer, fun, thinks highly of me, adventurous, willing to compromise & sacrifice with me and put up with my fickle personality and super competitive nature..

13.) Which type of person do you hate the most?

People like me, but not like me. Hard to explain…

14.) What is your ambition?

Lawyer. (And here come the truckload of lawyer-jokes)

15.) Would you rather be someone else at this moment?

Heck no.

16.) If you could have one dream come true, what would it be?

For him to suddenly realize how much he’s taken me for granted/ For my heart to forgive the fact that he took me for granted.
17.) What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?

Continue living my life the way I always have been… as if I might not wake up tomorrow.

18.) Who’s your favourite cartoon character?

Hard to say. I usually like cute anime guys, but at the moment it’s Phineas and Ferb!! =D

19.) What do you think is most important in your life?

Having someone by your side.

20.) Describe your dream house.

It’s got this super bathroom with a tv and bookshelves in it; a mega kitchen with quaint but classy decor; a beautifully done bedroom with vanity cupboard and all… a library where all the computers, game consoles, etc will be kept and row after row of bookshelves… a large, comfy living room with a bar, a lovely spiral stairwell, whitewashed walls, the most elegant stone pavement outside with a pool in the back, a duck pond and rabbit pen in the corner, lovely trimmed grass with tea trees in strategically aesthetic areas, a garage for my Lambo (Gallardo? I think they’ll have newer ones by then) and Mercedes SLR and of course, a white picket fence. =)

Ta,
ThEditor.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP!!!! TAMAGOTCHI V5!!!! =D

LOL yeah, like anyone’s gonna spend 80 bucks on me XD oh well… wishful thinking! and it’s not like very many sunway ppl read this blog so i think it’s safe.

That being said….

V5!!!!V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5V5!!!! 

a (relatively) bad day. Saturday - March 15, 2008

Dear all,

Luck seems to just enjoy making fun of me these days.

I don’t get my tama V5.. I didn’t get to see a certain someone I’ve been waiting to see all day… and I just can’t do my further maths homework. I am so depressed with my life today. Omigosh I sound like such a whiner.

kay, so like, i’m in totally no mood to do any work at all now… and the stack of papers that is my homework isn’t making things any easier on my psyche.

HELLLOOOOO OUT THERE!!!! I WANT SOMETHING GREAT TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!!! like… NOW?

Geez…

I was clearing up the dustbunnies in my room and i came across this super-old poem i wrote when I was 15. It sounds so corny now. I’m actually wondering if I should put it up here or not… Isn’t it strange how as you grow up, you realize how silly/stupid you used to be?

Okay, I’m so seriously grasping at straws here. I’m going to go now and save you guys a lot of grief from listening to whiny old me.

xoxo,
ThEditor.

Everyone tells me you’ve moved on, that you’re so much happier now.
…i guess… I was right all along..

 

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There was once I felt alone
Wake up feeling like a lie
Trying too hard to ignore
The emptiness inside

Sometimes that stabbing feeling
Just made me wish I’d die
Made me want to hide in shadows
Where no one could see me cry

All it would take was one bullet
A swift cut, maybe two
I don’t know why I didn’t
Maybe I was just a fool…

Then I met you and began to fall
As you showed me that you cared
I fell in love with your promises
That you’d always be there

So then I made a promise
To you and for myself
To bargain away my heart and soul
To the Lord of Death himself;

To be there always, by your side
No matter what the price
You just meant that much to me
You who caused my sun to rise

And so, I never wanted you
To hide, to feel alone
To feel those awful things I felt
So many years ago

Life was perfect then, it seemed
With you there next to me
And I thought we both were happier
Then we would since then ever be

But I began to hate the way you seemed
To always push me back
To drown in my own promises
To laugh at what I lack

Yes, I could never have been perfect
But I tried to be the best
And in my heart you always were
A cut above the rest

You see, there’s something I’ve been hiding
Something I think passed you by
The day you told me that you’d leave;
That was the day I died

I didn’t hold you to your promise
‘Cause I knew it’d cause you pain
Each time you had to lie to me
Just to see my smile again

But yes, I had once loved you
And my love will still live on
You’ll never have to be alone
Even after you think I’m gone

Because I find this promise
To which I had been bound
Had never been the reason
For me to stick around

No matter how much you hate me
Or think I’m not good anough
I’ll be there to help you through
When life just seems too tough

You see, I truly loved you
No matter what you said
When you asked me to break your heart
I felt I’d rather be dead

But still I locked the pain away
And though now I feel alone
I’m gonna prove, with the time I’ve left
You can make it on your own

I was the cause of your despair
Of all your pains and fears
And it almost brings me joy to think
You no longer need me near

At least I hope you find someone else
Who can hold you through the nights
And until then I promise you
That I am gonna fight

So this is all I ask of you
Be brave, my love, be strong;
When you feel alone, turn around, you’ll see
I’ve been with you all along.

By: CS (inspired by the work of A.A.)